【休闲灌水太阳城】万一你不来-零零壹壹零

yuansoul

万一你不来-零零壹壹零（今天你是第一百一十次没来）

When I give up the helm I know that the time has come for thee to take it. What there is to do will be instantly done. Vain is this struggle.
Then take away your hands and silently put up with your defeat, my heart, and think it your good fortune to sit perfectly still where you are placed.
These my lamps are blown out at every little puff of wind, and trying to light them I forget all else again and again.
But I shall be wise this time and wait in the dark, spreading my mat on the floor; and whenever it is thy pleasure, my lord, come silently and take thy seat here.

一阵微风吹过

几盏灯或畏缩

我想将熄灭的灯火点然

也就忘记还有必念的晚课

这次我已经聪慧

这次我已是智者

我将草席铺在冷地

等待随时随刻被接收，被驱卓

挣扎想着摆脱是无用功

静默的承受失败的痛灼

我的心满足曾经的舵盘

我的主，你终将和我一起禅坐

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pandaphone

When I give up the helm I know that the time has come for thee to take it. What there is to do will be instantly done. Vain is this struggle.
Then take away your hands and silently put up with your defeat, my heart, and think it your good fortune to sit perfectly still where you are placed.
These my lamps are blown out at every little puff of wind, and trying to light them I forget all else again and again.